Power up

I’m going to bed early, and waking up super early. 330am today. Laundry. Finances. All the unsexy stuff getting done quietly, in the dark. I feel great, in spite of the natural fear  that comes with change. I am strangely energized by this fear. Not in a manic way, but in a focused, steady way. I said I’d apply for 30 jobs on Wednesday, and I did. I said I would reach out more often than I was. I have. I sleep 8 hours most nights, and I feel great. I did not expect pressure to bring positivity, but it has.